So, I've decided instead of trying to shove my muffin top into the top of my low-rise jeans day-in day-out, to actually LOSE WEIGHT.
I know I can do it. I was fat before and lost about 55lbs. I regained 10lbs which to be fair, isn't SO BAD...I was eating like no tomorrow back then, and it was really hard to basically change EVERYTHING about how I was eating in order to shed the el bees.
Once I got down to a weight that I was comfortable with, I was good for a few months but then I started getting the "thin person's cockiness" which has snagged me quite a few times in the past. I figure, hey, I'm not fat anymore, so LETS EAT GARBAGE!!! Because I couldn't ever, you know, regain the weight again! FEASTS FOR ALL!...except not so much! Pound by pound, they're creeping back and its scaring the crap out of me. I can NOT get fat again. I simply can't, and will not allow it. I've had my fun for the past year of eating cheeseburgers and french fries, so now it's time to re-lay down the law. I have to find my motivation and will power that was SO strong when I started this in 2007. I could watch the bf eat pizza or McDicks and not even twitch!! WHERE IS THAT WILLPOWER? ugh. I'll have to find it. I'll update you on my progress each week on Monday. Since they say you can safely lose 2lbs a week, my 10lb loss goal is *drumroll*...MY BIRTHDAY!! That's quite fitting. Lose 10lbs by the time I'm 30. Ew. 30.
Starting Weight: 151lbs. Gross. Don't judge me!
Don't you "ew 30". Also be proud of your 151! You are one red hot babe. I have a wedding in a few and I'm scared my Oprah arms are going to make more noise then my clapping hands. Oh to be thin again.
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